Soumya Shrivastava April 2, at 8: He uses abusive language for my parents,and i keep forgiving him.. Wish I would have seen this before I gave him too many opportunities.
Reading this will help me to hate him for the arrogant womanizer. Since he clearly had more than a few partners he was involved with. Now he can be the immature, bitter fool that got pissed when I wised up. Kinda funny how quickly someone gets mad for an overdue ending that was sure to come.. There was one thing i told my Ex-Gf that i would never forgive her and that was if she sleeps with another man,and the bitch did.
Sad Gurlll July 20, at Chayce July 24, at 5: Was it really true love? I cannot lie to you, even in an anonymous posting, but I will always love my ex. But also that I do not deserve to be hated either. Especially in the best interest of the child in the long term. But I am not avoiding the truth. The truth is that she was an amazing woman that was a blessing from god to have came into my life.
We even got back together the past few days when she came back and everything was perfect. But what I realized was that I started to do the same things I did before that drove her away.
That me staying by her side was depriving her of a full long life of love with someone better that she truly deserved. I have cried over and over and over again. But what I realized is that its my fault. I choose to not care. I choose to make false assumptions that are the farthest thing from the truth. I choose to abandon her like she did to me.
But the most important part of this message is that I did it because I truly love her. I feel I cannot be the man she needs right now. So I had to disappear out of her life. I blocked her on all my social media and disappeared. Her response was to insult me and tell me really hurtful things but it was because I broke her heart.
She believes I meant it was never meant to be forever and that I would never want to be in the babies life so she retaliated. It is sad though because I left her because I knew from the bottom of my heart, that I can learn to control myself and to better myself for me and the baby. I wanted to focus on myself for the next 3 to 6 months so that I could one day be that man she dreamed of. But the immature way I left her has caused her to not allow me to be in the childs life or hers.
But I have realized that I deserved it. And that she deserves her time and space without me being annoying or constantly thinking about her. One day I pray that she will realize that she would want to be with me because one day I will hope she would open her eyes to the fact that from her heart she truly loved me. But as of now, if that day were to never come, I am impartial. It is none of my business.
She can do whatever shes got to do. I will continue to better myself every day without thinking about her or wanting her back. Because the child deserves it. I will be an amazing dad and there is nothing anyone or anything can do to stop it.
One day, I will be that man I have always dreamed to be. Because I know that I can and will change. But the path that God has me on, will one day open her eyes to the beauty of the baby, and when she sees me happy and successful. She will learn to love me for giving her the most precious baby in the whole wide world.
She will love me for growing up and maturing, and helping raise the baby, and doing the right thing. But not because she is attracted to me or wants to date me or marry me or be with me.
And although as of now I do not believe we will ever get back together, I realize that god makes miracles happen and I have never been happier. LEH July 25, at 1: Barry August 1, at 2: This is my story!
And I said you already broken your promise cuz if you care so much not to hurt her you should never allowed your self to love me. But i dont believe him what i feel right now is not love! I dont regret this.. He made me feel ugly and worthless i just want him to know that he hurt me and that i want to beat him up and kill him and just drag him on floor by his hair!!!
I want him to come back and ask me out and then tell him im in love with someone else and rip him into pieces!!! So sick of it all says: September 22, at 2: He has hurt me over and over again and look a fool in love, I allowed it because I had blinders on and he took advantage of it and used my weaknesses and insecurities against me.
God I feel so stupid, makes me doubt everything, was it all a lie? He and I used to be so close, he was so kind and compassionate, after four years, how does one do a total and turn into a complete a hole??!! I sympathize with each and everyone on here, and I wish you all blessings to heal quickly.
What kind of man is this says: October 13, at 1: He and his ex. Eventually threw him out of our home and he moved back to his ex wife house he calling to our house and he is comparing me to his ex. What kind of a man is this person Omaima Koroma October 15, at 2: Rather than helping they only make you feel shameless, cheap, disrespectful and low.
Even Doctors may not give you the right therapy as well but make you feel that you are a fast person with no self pride or respect.. Paul McInerney October 24, at 4: I fell in love with a Turkish man who was my waiter at a restauraunt. Months later we became intimate…. I told myself that he was only a waiter and that I should just forget about him….
After getting back to America we continued to send love songs and messages on facebook…. I tried to get another job in Turkey to come back to him…. I had a difficult year in China as I maintained a long distance relationship with the man of my dreams who lives in turkey…. In December of I flew back to Turkey to see him…. While on this trip back to Turkey, I interviewed for a job and got it for the following year beginning in August…..
I flew through Turkey to be with him for 6 nights on my way back to America…. I could not believe it to possibly be true…. I want to be respectful of his wishes, but wonder if this is a big cosmic joke at my expense…. I can hardly breathe without my Murat Queen.